Jealousy
Jealousy
I have to be honest with myself and call it what it really is. Since I saw that magazine cover of his 'baby's mama' and now current girlfriend again (since I am gone) i have been nothing but jealous.
She is happy... looks amazing AND I am here all depressed, sad, and looking like a shell of my former self.
Why do i feel so jealous........ I don't like having that emotion... I feel like i should be able to take the high road and just let it go. They both deserve each other.
Thing is... it shows me that there is no Karma. These people just move forward living exciting lives. So many people this week are looking at her and thinking they wish they were her.
In a way I do too!
I'm in pain, but I KNOW they are happy!!!!! She doesn't ever seem to get hurt by his behavior... I know this for a fact. She fights with him and they both seem to enjoy it. She's a tough girl.... I'm a marshmello in comparison. In many ways I wish I was like her.
I wish I had a life. Instead I sit here on a saturday, alone... with no desire to do anything writing on a message board and watching t.v. I don't even have the energy to improve my quality of life. I'm so frigging upset with myself.... jealous of her... angry at him....
Jess
You won't feel like that
Carolyn.. you really think
Jessika
how about this guy?
That guy is dispicable!!
Something else I always want to remember
Cynthia...that was an amazing eye opener for me
Monica
Wow.....
I wan't my soul to be fulfilled. That would make me happy
Cynthia
The narcs and predators
They are lucky. They have no one to fear. No one who will hurt t
What price do they pay?
I know what you are saying
Yeah...
you BET
NO kidding. I posted that
Oh really...
hey hon
LOL
Jessika
considering it
I think
yeah
Dont be jelous you must
Thank you so much Katherine
jessika
things to do during the aftermath
Jessika, Remeber This