Enough for me's story
Enough for me's story
Hello, well its been about two months since he left me. I have spent the last 60 days crying. The last 60 days seeing him in every spot in our house and now I am looking to heal. I am 42 and I just finished battling breast cancer. I went through two surgeries, chemo and radiation and before I was done treatment he left me. Said cancer changed me and that I would never forgive his betrayals and walked out on me and my kids. He didnt even say good bye to the kids who have loved him for the last 7 years. He refused to talk to me for 3 weeks. Left me to finish treatment alone. Left me to figure out what to do next. He took our new trailor,not paid for btw, and moved on. I spent the next few weeks begging him to come home. That I didnt care where he was but to just come home, how could he leave us, our life???. NOTHING. No empathy , no questions on how I was doing or the kids. He robbed me of my final day of treatment,instead of celebrating that I made it through I was tormented and crying every day. HE stole my celebration without one concern,without one regret.I have been so confused but over the past two months I have been learning and I stumbled across this website, I had been reading about narcs and now I know I was in a relationship with one. Every one of your stories could be my story, the confusion, the sadness, the eleation when he was happy, the whole house revolved around his moods. I spent all my time on how could I make him happy and I never ever could recover the man I met, the man I fell completly in love with, my prince. After a couple of years he was gone and I have forgiven so much and accpeted such bad behaviour in hopes of getting him back. There is so much more to share but I am sure I have posted enough to start. I am desperate to heal, I just want the pain and the longing to go away. Please help
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Awesome lady!
thanks DLP, it did feel like
your story
You are SOOOOOO Strong
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