i want my mind back
i want my mind back
ok, I'm getting frustrated. I no longer feel the gut wrenching pain when I think of the piece of shit.....I see him as danger and trouble. I still feel very resentful but the rage has subsided. I know he has nothing to offer and that he exists to use others. But why is he stil monopolizing my thoughts like this? I don't feel like I want to see or talk to him, but my mind keeps going back to him, like what he's doing right now, will he send me a happy thanksgiving text, what type of supply he has at the moment, etc. why do I care? Why is my mind always thinking of him? I do not feel any sense of longing........is it the brainwashing? Im sick of him still taking up space in my head! When will it end? this is not fair. I just want to be free. I don't understand how another person could have gained this degree of control over my thoughts and brain......especially such a worthless loser like him. Will I really get to a point where I don't think of him anymore?
victimnomore
Wow, I remember feeling like that!!!
Yes you will get to that
donesourcing
metoo! :) ds
In a word - yes you will
I posted my story tonight,