I'm tired of him living rent-free in my head!
I'm tired of him living rent-free in my head!
I've been NC for several months and have a lot of good things in my life, including a darling new non-narc, fun, drama-free boyfriend, a successful grown child and a business I'm building with great partners - men who value and respect me.
I still think about his sorry ass all the time! It is interfering with my business because he's in my head and I'm still reading about men like him/PDs all the time. Sometimes I wonder if a final conversation would help since I ended the r/s of several years by just going NC. Trust me, I know it isn't a good idea and closure is something I have to give myself. It just feels so strange to have things end as they did. I feel like I'm always waiting for the proverbial other shoe to drop.
I know he can't be fixed but what am I trying to reconcile? Is it the anger at him for deceiving me and disrespecting my boundaries? At myself for letting my expectations be managed down and letting him back in after I knew better? I know and my nearest and dearest agree that it's understandable that it takes quite a while after the end of a LTR for the thoughts to process. I'm just so tired of the ongoing thoughts of him and ready to look forward not backward without this Narc hangover... Any suggestions?
Done as dinner
I figured someone would mention my timeline!
I've never been deceived as
Believe in yourself!
Terri
Thank you and I agree, terri
You and I are close in age.
Believe in yourself!
Terri
Thanks for the lovely reply terri
You're fortunate to have a
Believe in yourself!
Terri
I work on computer alone at home alone in sweats mostly!
I am the same its driving me
Done as Dinner
Thank you all but I'm still wondering..
what do you mean by
A fitting song for how we are feeling
Thank you for printing these lyrics
I wish that I missed that
I wish I missed the whole damn thing
Executive level emotional
I wish I could stop