songs written by narcs....

"I hate myself for loving you" Midnight gettin' uptight Where are you You said you'd meet me now it's quarter to two I know I'm hangin' but I'm still wantin' you Hey Jack It's a fact they're talkin' in town I turn my back and you're messin' around I'm not really jealous don't like lookin' like a clown I think of you ev'ry night and day You took my heart then you took my pride away I hate myself for loving you Can't break free from the the things that you do I wanna walk but I run back to you that's why I hate myself for loving you Daylight spent the night without you But I've been dreamin' 'bout the lovin' you do I won't be as angry 'bout the hell you put me through Hey man bet you can treat me right You just don't know what you was missin' last night I wanna see your face and say forget it just from spite I hate myself for loving you Can't break free from the the things that you do I wanna walk but I run back to you, that's why I hate myself for loving you I hate myself for loving you Can't break free from the things that you do I wanna walk but I run back to you that's why I hate myself for loving you I think of you ev'ry night and day You took my heart then you took my pride away I hate myself for loving you Can't break free from the the things that you do I wanna walk but I run back to you that's why I hate myself for loving you I hate myself for loving you I hate myself for loving you

love this song, was the lead singer a narc.

I love this song. I thought nothing of it's lyrics at all. Then I was blindsided by a ghost from my past whose ruthless d&d was as unexpected as it was vicious. I found this site, and these lyrics took on a whole new meaning. I don't know if Julian Casablancas is an N or victim of an N , but it sounds like a confession to me. I got my username from this song btw. Out of the blue Somewhere along the way, my hopefulness turned to sadness Somewhere along the way, my sadness turned to bitterness Somewhere along the way, my bitterness turned to anger Somewhere along the way, my anger turned to vengeance And the ones that I made pay were never the ones who deserved it And the ones who deserved it, they'll never understand it Yes, I know I'm goin' to hell in a purple basket At least I'll be in another world while you're pissin' on my casket How could you be so perfect for me? Why can't you ignore the things I did before? Somewhere along thce way, exacting vengeance gave excitement Somewhere along the way, that excitement turned to pleasure Somewhere along the way, that pleasure turned to madness Sooner or later that kind of madness turns into pain And the ones that I made pay Were never the ones who deserved it Those who helped me along the way I smacked them as I thanked them [ Julian Casablancas Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] Yes, I know I'm goin' to hell in a leather jacket At least I'll be in another world while you're pissin' on my casket All that I can do is sing a song of faded glory All you got to do is sit there, look great, and make them horny Together we'll sing songs and tell exaggerated stories About the way we feel today in the night and in the morning How could you be so perfect for me? Why can't you ignore the things I did before? Take all your fears, pretend they're all true Take all your plans, pretend they fell through But that's what it's like That's what it's like for most people in this world Rich or the poor, Muslims or Jews When roles are reversed, opinions are, too That's all I'm gonna say now Before you come knocking on my door now

This is the song that I had to listen to each time I called my exH narcs phone. It made me so mad to have to sit and listen to this. It was like him telling everybody that called him he had no respect for women. Not to mention that he had a list of chicks that called him and I always felt like they were looking and saying to themselves, "if she only knew what I did with her husband she would be so mad". This song just said it all. Women Can’t live with ‘em And somehow you can’t ever live without Women Can’t understand ‘em But tryin’ to is what makes the world go ‘round I’ve made a sad one laugh And I’ve made a good one cry I’ve made on scream my name to the good lord by and by I’ve made ‘em go insane and I’ve made ‘em go away Just can’t ever seem to make one stay Women they’re all crazy Some hide it well and some just let it show Women Take it from me I’ve been around enough of them to know I’ve made a sad one laugh And I’ve made a good one cry I’ve made on scream my name to the good lord by and by I’ve made ‘em g insane and I’ve made ‘em go away Just can’t ever seem to make one stay Women Ain’t no winnin’ When all they want to do is fuss and fight Women Keep our heads spinnin’ But with any luck I’ll take one home tonight

Hi Betty, I guess, I never realized what that song was about either. What a pompous ass that Mick Jagger was and is. Certainly shows you are getting better to spot that one. Lisa had something on Fb today about how we go through this for a reason and I, over 3 months NC can at long last see how that is 100% accurate. I would not have said or seen this before. I felt way too victimized at the time to see the good in all of this. She said we can help other woman, yes excellent benefit. Also it has made me so much more self aware and actualized and I am finally getting a clue as to what: "loving yourself" may be about. I had no clue, thought I did but it is all taking on new meaning now. I have for years heard: "you can't love anyone else until you fully love yourself." Just words before, now I am starting to get what that means. How can I love myself if I am willing to let some guy take my core and my dreams away from me. WOW, is all I can say, I am still in the infancy stages with this loving myself business. The other one I always heard was: "please yourself and others will be pleased." Once again another foreign concept. This is great. Thanks as always for sharing, you come up with some great posts. God bless, Goldie