27 years ago today...

My ex emerged into this world through his narc mother's birth canal. Sick.

And 1 year ago I was buying him an awesome, thoughtful gift and throwing him a birthday party. Little did I know that his girl "friend" and former ROOMMATE and him were keeping it from me that they had "made out" (who the hell knows, they were probably sleeping together). She came to the party sooooo dolled up..and I thought it was for her ex who was also there. Was probably for MY fucking boyfriend. And no wonder she never replied to my fb msg asking her whether she would be coming or not? Oh and this was probably the night I caught them both out back talking on the porch, and they both looked awkward and walked inside when they saw me.

Just pisses me off to think about.

I hope he has a terrible birthday. But, Im sure he'll find a hole to stick his dick in and that's all he cares about. Prick.

Cant wait to get to the 1 year mark so that I can stop having these "last year, last valentines day, last christmas, last summer...blah blah blah" thoughts.