Am I normal?

I don't know if my feelings are directly related to my narc experiences but i always question whether or not I'm normal. I work full time and I am engaged to my long term partner of 8 years. We met at university.

My best friends are my fiance and my sister. I'm also close to 2 of my school friends but my university friends rejected me because one of my friends from the group manipulated me. She used to complement me excessively. Now I understand her tactics and I have been no contact with her and the group of friends (that don't believe me but believe her) for around 2 years. It took me a year to build up my self esteem and realize that it was my dad that made me codependent. I wanted him to be proud of me, to show that he loved and accepted me. He always wanted more. For me to work harder, for me to get a better job. I never felt like I was enough.

I really want to tackle the thought that I'm not normal.

I don't know why I feel that I am not normal, but I do.