"Apology" from a Narcissist

I'm recovering from one of the absolute worst experiences in my life - falling in love with a narcissist! I know you all can relate, because 99% of your stories saved my sanity 2 months ago with his big time D&D. You can read my story under Share Your Story, "Letter to the OW."

1 month after the D&D, I mailed back all the photos I had of us, the photo book he made me, a painting he did for my son's funeral & little love notes from him. Anything sentimental from him except for his ring & the 3 large paintings he did for me which are now in the closet. After no contact from him for 4 weeks, upon receipt of these I get this email: "I am sorry that I hurt you. It was never my intention. I've not handled this well emotionally either. I had a MRI of my head & C spine last week due to severe headaches I've been having for months. I thought I had an aneurism/brain tumor. Both negative, just stress. Imagine that. I think about you daily. I just can't be with you. Please don't send back any other things. I gave these to you because I love you."

It's still only about him! Sent a week before my 1st Mother's Day without my son. No real concern for my heart. Nothing of really any substance, just a lot of BS. I wonder what OW would think of this. I really thought it was hilarious & started laughing before I started crying again. It is so sad that I ever fell in love with him, but I am SetFree!