Caught me by surprise

Moving furniture to paint my bedroom. Found under bed box of letters n cards from exN. Geezzzz I guess I need to clean more thoroughly ...lol. I saw his signature...and I cried like a baby...as if I was just discarded. Flood of emotions caught me by surprise. Kind of put me in a spin. Remembering the sweet words he wrote ( I didn't read them) and longing for them. Holy crap...I feel pathetic. Thanks for listening.