Changed my mind

As a wake up from this situation, I can't believe I have allowed myself to put up wit so much disrespect and emotional abuse. Im beside myself with the thought of somebody treating me like this.
I allowed all of these things. Into my life.

I had to hug myself. I putting me first. I pray for God strength daily.
I believe in myself over everything he says.

He went they a stage of telling me that I hear voices. NO THE FUCK I DO NOT.

I have been threw hell wit this man.

A couple years ago. A mutual friend had like a mini intervention wit me at my daughters school she said its like he is punching u in the face with his words. She talked to me for two hours I was so pissed at her. I stop speaking to her n I also lost her respect. I lost a few friends respect.
Everybody sees it but I didn't. It's all in my mind. I was the only 1 whom believed n this sick relationship.

Wow I think I went thru that all of that. My heart must be pretty strong n tuff.
I can leave I can be myself again.

I changed my mind I am worthy to be loved. I am amazing
I believe that I can and will stay away from him.
I am strong even win we do have contact I still in his house but he don't cus I put his ass out.

But I changed my whole mind about him.
This is abuse
This hurts me n my daughter
This is not love
This is pain constant pain.

I changed my mind.
I am a surviver
I and my baby girl are safe from harm
I love me
I am on my way to being fully healed.

I wish I had changed my mind sooner. But I love and accept myself.
Y'all hear me I LOVE AND ACCEPT MYSELF.