Courage....

Yep, thats my word of the day. I had a bit of a hard night, but thanks to a member I didn't do so bad. Thanks again, my friend.

Courage, that is what I am telling myself today. Yes, I am a courageous woman, and so are all of you.

Courage- the quality of mind or spirit that enables a person to face difficulty, danger, pain without fear.

Without fear, that being a key. I can remember plenty of times when I had to face a hard situation, maybe I had some fear but I did it anyway. Others times I was like a pitbull, nothing could stop me. The wonderful thing about emotions is that we can create them in our mind/spirits.

Courageous, that's me today. I am facing my life and the after math of the narc. Am I scared, a little, but what scares me more is dying in my bed crying over a man or other people in my life. Dying and being rob of a life I could have lived. I may never have as much as other people, the big american dream , the great love story with the one, but I will be surrounded by people I love and who love me. I will have great feasts in my house filled with my sons, grandchildren, friends and family. I will help and teach others what I have learned to survive from this experience and other ones.

COURAGEOUS

I like that word today, thet sound of word. I'll think I yell it around the house today, maybe make a song up.

la la la yes I am courageous, yes fear does not stop me, I'm a dragon slayer la la

I might sound a little silly, but this is the real me. This is the spunky me, this is the me that always saw the silver lining in the clouds. I see a glimse of her, and I going to embrace her, and never ever be ashame of her again.

With much love my courageous sisters and brothers

xoxo
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