Day 35 NC
Day 35 NC
Happy Sunday Everyone....woke up to Day 35 NC today, and I am feeling off balance and very reflective. I thought I would be stronger, so I am reaching out. I am even questioning the NC, (no, I am absolutely not going to break NC), but I am questioning it today. I wonder why? I know this is normal healing, but am so looking forward to when he doesn't cross my mind like this anymore. I know it doesn't matter what he is doing and who he is getting supply from and that he hasn't contacted me either.....I KNOW THAT!! I just wish my heart would catch up with that knowledge!! I think I go back to missing the friend that I had in him 30 years ago and the thought of being friends.....but he IS NOT a friend to me....he comes to me for supply on his terms, it's always all about him, never about me..... I KNOW THIS!! I guess it's just one of those days.
Ugh...thanks for listening!! Hope you all have a great day!
I'll be fine and will check in later...
xoxo
Sherry
Sherry
I'm with you
Congrats
Good for you on day 35. I
Exactly Sickofit!
Sherbear
We reconnected last year...
too familiar
Omg
OMG!!!
sherbear
Hey Jen...
Sherbear
omg!!
sherbear
He doesn't Love Her
Agnesmuurphy WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Crazy SOB!!