Death of a malignant narcissist

I am on my way to the wake of a malignant narcissist. He was the husband of a dear friend of mine and the father of their two children. I always knew he was abusive, just didn't know the disorder. Aftter 20 years of abuse, my friend finally was able to muster the emotional energy and left him just three months ago...

I am full of anger, perhaps his death evoked this response. I hate what these self serving bastards have done to so many innocent loving people. I hate that we are joined together on this forum, for such a trajic reason. I hate that I have to lie his children as I hug them and tell them I'm sorry for their loss. I hate that we have no real way from stopping this insidious disorder. I hate that I have to continue to lie to the people I love the most.

I hate, that I took the hand of the psychopath when he asked me to dance.
Thanks for listening ~

Stay true,
Janie