The Dream...

Hi everyone,

I've been on this website for a while now and enjoy reading all your posts, they help me a lot. I am now 7 months NC and that is OK, I honestly can say that I do not have any thoughts of contacting my exN, which is a good thing. What I struggle with, however, is the loss of my dream....that's what I have such a hard time with. This was my 2nd marriage and I had such happiness in the beginning and had hopes of growing old together. It was all BS for him I now realize. I just cannot wrap my head around the fact that someone can be so cruel to another person. I am a good person, I loved with all my heart, but how the hell do I come to terms with the fact that the whole thing was just a narc game to him? I would love your thoughts on how to forget my dream..... thank you everyone for your insight on this forum, I read every day and it helps me so much ! Can you help me with this one?