Gone for good?

After my ex fiance (together 5 years, engaged for 4 months) ended things OVER the phone, he told me he still loved me but then was confused about his feelings for me but again, told me love wasn't the issue. Then he told me he never felt great about the engagement but really wanted me to be forever and that we deserve better. Now he told me this after telling me a month, weeks and the day leading up to this how we was obsessed with me, loved to watch me sleep because I was so cute when I did, missed me so much when I was around loved me so much. I had been trying to get him to come clean about things he had done to me and he didn't respond well to me trying to have an open, honest conversation with depth. He only wanted to say "nothing happened" and be done. Well he come back? Or am I discarded for good?

Also, it is so fresh... Part of me wants him to come back (not that I would take him) but to know I did mean something and my years of putting him first over everything. That I was so easy to erase!