help! i thought i could handle it, but he just cut me off..
help! i thought i could handle it, but he just cut me off..
i thought i could see him and move away slowly, date other men, understand who he was and emotionally let go.
today, we were supposed to get together (i.e., sex) and i wasn't feeling well and hadn't been sleeping. i asked him to come to me this one time. he was all up for seeing me until i said that. then he backed off completely, said he's sick (i had mentioned on a previous post that he said he has three types of cancer, stage 3 - not true). when i said "we're all dying", it obviously pissed him off and he basically dumped me.
i am a mess. please tell me this is for the good???
he does nothing for me, can't depend on him for anything, yet i have to admit i'm so addicted to just him, physically and emotionally, no matter what. why is that? does this pain stop? how do i get past this?
thanks so much, this site has been a saving grace for me, but now the whole N-thing has really hit home. last time he cut me off, i was in bed for almost 3 weeks (except for work). I can't go through that again.
help.....
The pain won't stop until
Marissa
Onwithmylife
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Marissa
Briseis
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Exactly what OWML said. It
i keep coming back too...
everyone is different
Suprise!! I'm an Ass one more time!!!!
He's Sick?
so upsetting to read, but so
I know what you mean!!
Hang in there....
Marissa,