Houston we have a problem....

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#1 Nov 4 - 11PM
ambrandon7
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Houston we have a problem....

Well he finally made contact....the text reads "Can u tell the kids hi and I miss them for me please and give them a hug! I would appreciate it so much!!"
Bastard!! Now he's using my kids? Not our kids by the way just mine (we don't share children thank goodness) The funniest part is during our last contact when I was describing his never ending selfishness I pointed out that all his contact was about him and his sadness, his love and longing for me, and his misery. He never asks about my well being and he never asks about the kids. So I literally gave him the next tool to use in his arsenal to suck me back in. Strangely I'm not raging, a little irritated maybe, but I kinda want to laugh. I mean at least he's getting smarter. And he must be realizing that just offering up himself and his sex/love won't be enough anymore to reel me back in but he's hoping my children will. I will not respond and I'm assuming after this there will possibly be no more contact. If he's pulled the kid card he must sense he's out of options with me. **sigh*** I'm glad I had my melt down this morning or I probably would've succumb to my urge to respond. Strength and peace is on the other side of this pain. I will not walk back into the storm but continue pushing through it until the clouds part and it's only sprinkling. Even if I feel like he still controls me I refuse to let HIM know that and achieve his high at my expense. I'm worth more I deserve more and I'm gonna fake it til I make it!!

Nov 5 - 3AM
ambrandon7
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Obessive Thoughts Abound

Nov 5 - 8AM (Reply to #4)
ItsFinallytime
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Hi AMbrandon. Glad you're

Nov 5 - 1PM (Reply to #5)
ambrandon7
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Thank you all so much for

Nov 5 - 2PM (Reply to #6)
ItsFinallytime
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OK, question for you. Can you

Nov 5 - 4AM (Reply to #2)
Lookforward
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Hi Ambrandon, You sound as

Nov 5 - 10AM (Reply to #3)
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Just to add to my sisters in strength,

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