How is it that..
How is it that..
How is it that you can be feeling great.. accomplishing so much.. feeling stronger, wiser, better.. moving forward.. letting go.. being grateful for discard.. rejoicing in a now sane/normal home. When..
It an unexpected force pulls you back.
I've been feeling good, when tonight a gf said her relative (who is friends with Xn) visited him at his new home while his gf showed up with her over night bag. She said gf stays the night there often.. then visions started going thru my head.. the home we were suppose to have together.. her making herself comfortable there.. them being intimate, sleeping/waking up together.. me being replaced so quickly.
Goldie told me that I should be happy to dodge the bullet and say "here have him.. take him, please". Part of me does.. but part of me feels sad for meaning absolutely nothing to him. I know it takes time but I want that constant thought of good riddance with no weaknesses arising.
Contact = pain, even by
Journey on...
Triggers
STOP! Wishing you would just
Journey on...
Thanks Journey
Saving, the shift in your
spinning
Spinning, You've been an amazing help to me!!
I am overjoyed reading this,
BlindNoMore
SM
saving
I know
I understand how u feel
Learning as I go..
Grieving
Good for you, Saving. You're
I can relate
It might help...
It hurts . . .