I changed my cell number
I changed my cell number
I've never done this. I decided after this past weekend I had to do something drastic. Now the REAL NC can begin. Some of the thoughts that are going through my head are:
. I still don't know if he is a narc,and just because I am on this bored doesn't make him one, what if I am the one with the emotional problems?
. I still feel incredibly unattractive, and I think this is why I keep on going back to my ex- he always calls me beautiful. Last night I went out with some friends, and once again, I tried to be outgoing/ positive, guys just ignore me.
Well hopefully in the next few months I can find myself again. I just reallllllly hope I am not making a mistake. I hope one day I can feel pretty/ worth something. I don't think he did this to me, I think I did this to me. It is the worst feeling in the world because I decided to give him another chance after all the breakups he put me through, and he ultimately was the one who decided not to be with me:(
{{{hugs}}} and this took
Sarah, this is good
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