I'm shaking

just got a letter in the mail. I have been NC since July. He has been blocked by e-mail and phone. I really thought it was finally done. Thought he was finally gonna leave me alone. We met 2 years ago this weekend . He sent an anniversary card with a copy of his journal entry from that day. I ended it with him May of 09. Like all the stories I have read on here. I was so impressed in the beginning. I thought, that it was because of his age, that he didn't play games. Very early into our relationship he set a wedding date. In MAy when he told me to just give all of my things away and then said this is not a fairytale. You can forget about September. You are no princess and the glass slipper doesn't fit. I broke up with him. He showed up at my door the following weekend with fake ass tears. The only genuine emotion he has ever shown is anger. Just like you guys. I got sucked back in. After changing my phone # he left a note on my door ,I took this as a sign of love. Now know he has no concept of that emotion. So between May of 09 and till July of this year, there has been constant push pull. I discovered this site after I became NC. Like a lot of you I struggled and got sucked in over and over. Finally accepting everything that ever came out of his mouth was a lie ,is what has made it possible for me to maintain NC. I have slept this day away, just to not think about his ass. he had a woman on both coast and me in the middle. I found out on Father's day this year about the OW. Granted he has had every right to move on, I don't begrudge that. But staying in contact with me and trying to convince me how miserable his existence has been since we have been apart is sick and disgusting. Every text there is a FB posting that says something completely opposite. Went on vacation and told me he spent that time thinking really hard about us. Oh really your FB wall says otherwise. He had no idea I knew and lied so effortlessly. Don't wory I know this anniversary card is just a ploy for any kind of response. Even a lived one. Not gonna do it. It takes what it takes. The I'm lying to your face was the catalyst for me.