just wondering

never in the three years did I ever ever notice him listen to music, never turned on a radio, put in a cd, never music in the car, I suppose because music "soothes the soul" and they have none to soothe, never talked about favorite things, his childhood, always said he couldnt remember. And the EYES, are the windows to the soul, once again he avoided eye contact and when he did look at me it was as if he was looking thru me eyes fixated and in a trance stare like state during excitement especially. I also noticed a few others who had long distance relationships, typical isnt it we cant spy on them and they dont have to worry about us in their back yard. Think of how many other long distance victims they have, an hour away, two hours away a ship in every port, they dont want em too close to home they have enough problems there to deal with I imagine.