Mantras

Just sitting here tonight contemplating why I got stuck all day on N nonsense: 'How is it someone can be so completely hypersensitive about himself and so incredulously insensitive about everyone else"? This is incomprehensible to me.

I think sometimes you have to take a step backwards so you can move a few steps forward. So I forgive myself for LETTING it be a crappy day. I am picking myself back up from ick and finding better things to be passionate about. That's my mission.

But I'm still no contact :) Just a mind battle I was having by myself.

If you've ever seen "Eat, Pray, Love", she starts the movie looking for her 'word'. The word changes throughout the movie for her. I've been doing this since going NC and I have to say that more and more often my word is "Happy". Ater a day like I had today...my word is,......."Forward" :)

Wondering what others think their word is?