I wanted to share something with everyone, quite frankly I have been too ashamed up until now to tell, it took some courage to post this.
We wonder HOW in the world we get entangled with these creatures, it truly is cult like behavior with the slow pursuasion they display.
Mine of course hunts for one thing, different sexual encounters and group encounters, as I am sure many of them do. During the last phases of our conversations some time back, he once asked me "besides me in the past many years who have you been with, I told him NOBODY, he said gee thats a shame all that good F---ing going to waste. I told him you were supossidly my night and shining armor and that turned to shit, he then replied Are you always this depressed? He informed me many times during the course of our relationship that I just needed to get over my jealousy and insecure issues I had and then you will find the f--k fests fun, and you can still love your partner and have a great time exploring sex with other couples with your partner, nothing changes, I will still love you just as much after, in fact I will love you more. I told him you are capable of doing such acts because you have no conscience and emotional connection to anyone including your GF. He said look where being all moral and decent got you, sexually frustrated and depressed when really you just need your brains f---k by lots of men and women and who wouldnt enjoy that. This is just a small sample of his tactics and brainwashing he used on me, I was told to just try it once and if you dont like it, fine but I guarantee you will love it, three men focusing on just you and your needs, you will be treated like a queen. The only reason people dont do this is because they are too damn insecure and jealous and dont want anyone touching their wives.
You see as he went on, my GF is not the jealous type at all, she is game to it and would really get into you because you are soo beautiful, and my gf would love to watch me screw you she gets off on it.
So putting that all aside this is how their sick little minds work - just like the leader of a cult, I am sure no doubt he has managed to get quite a few fall in love with him and then slowly get them brainwashed enough to partake in such sick shit. Interesting how he calls me depressed, jealous and insecure to shift the blame to me because I happen to have morals. I ended up telling him ya I could probably do those things with you easily now, and he said, GOOD, what changed your mind and I said, Because I no longer love you and you mean nothing to me anymore. I told him in the future if I did want to experiment that it would never be with you (even though I never would do that) I got over my jealousy with you because you never loved me, and you killed all the love I ever had for you, so go at it, hump who you want until your cold hearts content, use, abuse, cheat,lie, and mind fuck others, but I will never be apart of that sick world, it would never sustain me as it does you. I told him I will never lower myself and my dignity as a human being to the level of human you are. You are amoral and I am moral, you like the low road, and I like the high road and there is nothing wrong with me in any way for being who I believe in, but there is something very wrong with you and I will not give in to your sickness. I think that makes me better than you now doesnt it, stay at the bottom with the filth and rot for the rest of your life for all I care, it seems to be the only thing you truly enjoy