Minor Setback

Keep seeing ex N a lot lately, out & about.. Of course he never went to concerts before me, but now he's at every single local one (passive aggressive a*hole). Anyway, I saw him last Thursday night from afar. Had a dream about him later. And have been depressed and sleeping a lot ever since.

Make no mistake, I DO NOT MISS HIM. I hate seeing this abuser out & about, even taking pictures w/ people I hang out w/ him. he just makes me sick, and i've been having flashbacks again, bad ones. I've come so far, but wow, i felt it this weekend. It's been really gloomy where I live too which hasnt helped, but I definitely felt overwelmingly sad again.

I have been NC since Dec 9th, 2011.

I hate seeing "him". Just had to vent to the only ones who get it.