Mr Blocker No More

I was thinking today about how good it feels not to have to worry or walk on eggshells'
And how when he got Mad I went on his Mr blocker'
I wonder how many poor women are on Mr Blocker?
That's so childish'
I bet when he was around me he had a few on it then when he went home he took them off'

I will be so glad when all these feelings stop;
Sad mad glad and mind wondering'

ALL the dang women every time we had a fuss he would be on a date with a different one'

He loves chasing women and playing them against each other'
He would say any time you reached out to me I would drop them like a hot potato and come running back WTH?

YES it was a true pick me pick me'
SCREW HIM

I use to think he would do it to just have me become jealous' so I would text him'

Naaaa he loves the crap
I started calling him a male whore'

I
have started seeing things so different'
he is a true fruit cake
I understand why I did it; and I also know I must work on me'

I have to get off the clearance rack and get in the Glass case with the other dimonds;

Because I DO COUNT I am worth so much more'

I cared for that sick puppy'
But I understand you cant change people; they are what they are'

And he is going to die a lonely old man if he lives that long'

He hurt me he lied to me' one of the best actors I ever seen'

But I honesty think he knows I am done with him;
I think that's why he has not really tried to bother me that much'

Like shining his head lights in my eyes then pulling his van up so I could see it was him'
What kind of a person does that?

He wanted me to know he was there'
Like I truly give a shit;
NO WAY"
NOT ANOTHER ROUND"
all I want to do is heal and move on with life'
I have seen and felt enough pain to last me a life time'

he is sicking all the women JESUS its so nasty to even think about
I don't even know how many he really had sex with'

I seen a penis ring and a bullet dildo on his night stand the night we broke up I had went to his house and I had a key he was not at home I tossed it on the bed so he would know I found it'

I have no damn idea who it belong too'

I just don't ever want him around me

I cant take his sickness any more
Oh he loves me one day and the next he hates me'

WELL I pray he will hate me for ever'

Guys I just need to vent'

That pile of human waste needs to fall of the face of the earth''