Need to hear from those who have gotten through the depression stage
Need to hear from those who have gotten through the depression stage
I am really, really struggling. Though I am getting further and further away from the relationship, I don't think I've ever felt as bad as I do now. At least the denial/anger/bargaining stages still had, I don't know...some sense of hope. Now that I know that there is NO WAY he is going to change, and that the relationship is truly and forever over, I am so, so sad and depressed. I know this is supposed to be the "last" stage before acceptance, but I can't ever envision getting there. I cry every day, and my heart aches for the man I thought he was. I still can't believe that someone can promise you the world one day and completely walk away as if you never existed the next. Though I am the one who left, I did it before my heart was ready, and I am paying the price now. Anyone have stories of how or what helped them move through this stage? I have been NC for almost two weeks, but am still having trouble not checking my "filtered" gmail (I have a filter on so that anything with his name skips my inbox). Every time I check it and see nothing there, my heart breaks all over again. I'm not going to contact him - I wouldn't for any reason, but this really hurts. Will I ever feel like my old self again?
You are doing really well!
Peacelilly
The fish revenge was really
thanks
Ibis
yes, newly out, but...
Ibis
Thomas Sheridan, author of Puzzling People...
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ibis, sweetheart, your feelings
spinning
link to spinning's blog
thank you spinning
Ibis, you must change the script...
spinning
You have to start at the
but how?
ibis
How??
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