One thing I cannot seem to accept...

I have been reading and reading......I knew this man was a psychopath months ago....and I read a couple of books on the subject back then....but in the last couple of days, I am wondering, why does it only NOW feel like it is really sinking in? I thought he was a psychopath, but I still thought he had to have some sort of emotion in him somewhere even still, i know that makes no sense.

Something Goldie said on my other post just hit me like a ton of bricks.........about how no they dont WANT to feel emotions or love because they are doing just fine without it. UGH i always figured they HAD to wish they were normal. But no Goldie said, when things go wrong for them in a relationship,they just go get new supply and dont worry about it. THIS is what I absolutely cannot handle knowing.....In other words....nothing makes them hurt or makes them unhappy? This cannot be! I cant accept the fact that they are always able to avoid feeling hurt or depressed or hate themselves for being such defective people. This is not how the laws of the universe are supposed to operate. What about reaping what you sow? and Karma? Is it really possible a person can go through life using, and hurting and destroying people and never suffer? I am having a hard time with this one. Especially when I have seen him lose everything, be at rock bottom, and talking to him you would have never even known it...he sounded just as upbeat as ever......is it just an act or is it true that NOTHING can hurt them?? Even losing your place to live and every possesion you own? Im in the weirdest state today....My perception of him has changed so much...I am really seeing the evil in him...and as I am realizing the evil....I am really wanting him to be held accountable. This is bullshit.