Please help...my therapist is back!!!!!

For those who know my story you may remember about my therapist having his way with me in his office. For those who dont:

It was 3 weeks after I left the Narc. I was homeless with my 3 kids...hopping from one family members house to the next...I had just found out that my Narc had been sleeping with some girl (his current gf) in my bed...replaced in an instant. (you all know how that works)...So needless to say, my brain was scrambled eggs, I was a walking zombie in a fog, and would have multiple break downs a day. Ok...so who do I turn to??? My therapist whom I'd been seeing WITH the Narc for a few months.....

It was a Sunday afternoon (who has office hours on a Sunday?) I called him during one of my meltdowns...he urged me to meet me at his office. I spent the first 2 hours barely breathing, hysterically crying....by the last two I was drained and the conversation turned to how he wouldve treated me and how attractive I am....and how he loves sex and treating men right. Anyway...I get up to leave (4hours later) and he just comes up to me and starts going at me...like a fucking dog in heat. I was shocked, floored, stunned....I froze and didnt know what to do...after about 2 minutes of this I backed away and told him to stop...I remember saying that this is wrong on so many levels....his response, "I thought this is what you wanted!" I felt like I was in the twilight zone!!!! WTF just happened?!?!?!? I abruptly left...

He called a few times after to see if I wanted to schedule an appt.....never mentioned anything as if it ever happened. I ignored every call. I was at the point of no return. I reieved a bill from him for $600 a month later. I called...told him I didnt have the money and he said he'd call me back to see what he could do...I never heard from him.

I had called my insurance company...I reported him but they said thats basically all I could do...The Dr. can claim Im mentally disordered and made the whole thing up if I tried to take him to court. So since I never heard from him I assumed the bill was "lost".....

It's a year later...I got a bill from him yesterday in the amount of now $800 (thats now with interest)...Once again, I was stunned....First I dont have this type of money...Second he has some fucking nerve!!!!! So I got my composure...tried to call him twice and hung up as soon as I heard his voice on the machine...it sent chills up my spine..sweaty palms.."bathroom" run....ugh...I finally had the courage to leave him a message to call me back...but now Im freaking...Im breaking down...I need support...I need to have my head cleared cause I feel like Im losing it!!!! I cant take this...I just want fucking peace for once!!!!!!!

Thanks for listening!
xoxo