Somebody stop me!

I'm feeling so weak today! I was proud when I Facebook blocked her - I was making a stand - I was saying NO! I was hoping that she would be hurt when she noticed. I was relieved that I could open Facebook without half expecting a nasty or weird message. But now I miss my drug. Now it seems real that it's over. That should be good, but any contact from her was like a hit. Sad but true. She probably hasn't even noticed that I blocked her. I feel like unblocking her and waiting to see what happens next. Somebody Stop me! Please!! Tell me to stop being a fool for a woman who doesn't give a S**T about me.........