Starting Day 1 of NC

As the title states above

I have learnt that checking her FB and dating site and I even google her name, her daughter's name every day to see if anything or any new photos come up. Yesterday I spent the day crying when I saw that picture of her new partner.

I cant do that anymore. My heart is too broken. Its just it's sad because I am finally letting go in my head.

Im just afraid though because what if I go back to checking in a week or so? It feels like such an effort

I also sent off emails to ladies' sports teams. My mother keeps harpin' on about netball. Im sick telling her I have no interest in it. However, she emailed the netball head office behind my back lol and they emailed me saying to come along next monday, so I guess I am joining netball!

Do any of you ladies play a sport? Id love to know whats fun. I also am going back to football.

So its about me now. Glad I have this forum for support and tough love is what I needed :-)