Triggered and Sad
Triggered and Sad
Had an on-off "relationship" with a narc I call CharlieSheenWinning for years. Last spring I ended things with him because he told me he didn't want a real relationship, just sex. He said he still loved an old girlfriend -- I never meant to him what she did. Three weeks later he married someone he'd only known for those three weeks. He wanted to be with his old girlfriend and then he wanted to be with a stranger more than he wanted to be with me.
I totally broke down over it and came on here, which really helped.
Then in the fall I started dating a great person. Well, now he's disappeared. Says his kids and his work take up all of his time, so we haven't seen each other since New Year's Day. But he still texts a couple of times a week. I haven't seen him and he hasn't called nor will he answer my calls. But he text to keep me on the hook.
Last night I went downtown to not be alone in my apt. and someone said he's going to visit CharlieSheenWinning and his "bride."
Between being triggered by thoughts of CSW, the woman he loves over me, and this new guy who's more like a ghost than anything, I feel horrid.
And when I feel horrid I come here because you all are so great and helpful.
Hey Lobo, Im so sorry to hear
I do deserve better. I had
Text
Lobo555
Yep -- just enough to placate
Lobo, it's good to see you
spinning
Yes, sense of humor is
Lobo
I've missed you, too!
lobo555
Talked to Him
Lobo
Ally
Bottoms Up!
Lobo, I wish we could get together
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Spinning, I was hoping you'd
Very True
Lobo555
You're so sweet
Lobo.. This sucks.. :( Hunter