Venting about NCing

I am new here, but I have been reading everyone's stories for days, so I feel like I know some of you already :)

I want to break NC. Very badly.

It's been only a few days, too.

I just want my crack hit right now so freakin' much!

On my iPhone, which I always have with me, is Facebook, Words With Friends, text, call. All ways we used to communicate. Four addictions to break.

Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! I miss our connection so much. Even with all the absolute bullshit I just remember how charming and alluring I found him.

It's over. I hate that it's over. I hate the ache in my core.

I just needed to vent. And probably will do it again very soon. This sucks.