What we hang on to is a sorry substitute 4 love!
What we hang on to is a sorry substitute 4 love!
Do you look bak in your life and remember happier times, when you felt good in your own skin! When you had confidence and strength? When u looked in the mirror and felt you knew the woman (man) staring bak? I long for that again! Even after we find the strength to give these guys the heave hoe, or worse still we are d&d'd!!! We still hold on! We invest energy into the dream we first had! We ride the wild horse that is bucking wildly hoping and praying it will calm down! It never does and all that happens is we become exhausted and end up being thrown off violently!! I wonder what happens for us to get off the horse and run away, excepting the walk bak home is on foot!!! Our own two feet! Just cut our losses, financially, emotionally, spiritually, physiologically and say enough is enough! We have an ability to remember the good times and forget the bad and thus we remain in a state of cognitive dissonance!! When is enough, actually enough!? I wish I had that answer?
It's not love! It never was and never will be!
Love was never so cruel as to desert you in your darkest hour, and believe me these guys will always be guaranteed to do that!
When do you finally wake up and recieve the calling?
It's time to leave?
What has to happen for us to see what is real and stop living in fantasy?
Qing Yuan :)
Ava
Reality is sweeter
I knew it was time to go