Please pray I stay strong
Please pray I stay strong
I don't mean to clutter up the board with my problems today. I didn't think this 'fit' with the narc bet...(although that is funny)...and the other threads.
I am so tired. I am actually not feeling well...this whole thing has made me sick. I know it's from this. Because I have been shaking lately. Shaking before I call him. Shaking during our fights. Shaking before I check my messages. Ugh--no way to live life!
If only I could be a good enough gf! I am just feeling down. I feel like just ending this...verbally saying...IT'S OVER. WE'RE DONE.
I don't like how he thinks I wasn't supportive. The irony is that he told me 'none' of his ex's were supportive during his out of state jobs. How odd I thought. Now, living through this...he plays control games. They probably could never reach him...and wondered ...wtf? And he probably told them he can't take calls...or text. Meanwhile, ignore the shit out of him, and he'll text you all day!
I just feel down. :( Thanks for listening.
I am praying for you..but
"In the fiery pit lays a man with two faces.One is the face of a God and the other a face of the Devil.Beware He lurks your souls.Keep one hand on your heart and the other hand over your eyes. Let him walk pass you not into you.Ghost of love will possess
D-
momoya
What helped me was
Deidre40
Deidre40
what's funny...is not one
No apologies necessary!
Journey on...
An remember
D, you are taking
spinning
spinning is so right: "You
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