If they are such evil then why do so many desire them?
If they are such evil then why do so many desire them?
I wanted to post a topic asking us to list everything that was wonderful about your X-PDI, as I scrolled thru the topics it seemed the only past post I saw was, "How Great the Sex Was". And even as I read what each of us shared with them intimately ED eventually came into play, of course even healthy normal males can suffer from this also for various reasons, mainly age being a factor.
I had a very interesting question asked of me: During my time of NC what did the PDI give me that I needed so badly, what was the void he filled in my life that I am missing now that he is gone? Was it the sex? mmmm well if you count the 4x a year we engaged in that, I THINK NOT. Was it the Mr. Right image he pretended to be initially? - Prince charming has been gone the past three years, and even though that man is still so very clear in my mind, I will have to say the evil, perverted side of him has erased that, I have a pretty clear understanding now that is NOT the man he is. Was it the attention he gave me? Yes, partially but not the imagine of what he projected on me being his whore, I DO NOT MISS THAT. So I give, what did this man give me that made me happy and filled that void in my life that I needed so badly?
And if they are so damn evil, why do so many women want them, why do so many women stay with them and why are we left so damn shattered when they dump us or we go NC. Why do we miss a man that betrayed and abused us to the CORE? Why did I need closure from a man that in reality just raped me, my text to him being; I just wanted to wish you well even though you did all of these thing to me Rapist I WISH YOU WELL.
Why does his GF stay only to compromise to the core of what she really wants only for the sake to have him in her life? I know now I must get back with NC, and why does that pain me, just what the hell did this man give me that I needed so badly to stay and tolerate being so damn abused? Help me ladies because I really want to understand?
I'm actually crying at my
One of the psychologist
It seems we simply believed
I know
It seems we simply believed
The first one, I stayed with
For me it was simply that he
Journey on...
Im echoing exactly what
FNL
the devil
"In the desert, the voices of God and Satan are....
This is my story!
REALLY
REALLY
Well said.
Moth to the flame, sweetie.
Neverlookback
a man like him.
I would actually WANT to be with a man like him??
NEVERLOOKBACK
Its very complex Neverlookback
I am a nuturer. I kept