How do you get past this point?
How do you get past this point?
Hi all
I am having a really hard time wrapping my head around just how sick my husband is. He's like "should he be locked up?" sick. Its really hitting me hard right now, even though I have known it for quite some time, I am trying to process all the horrible things he's done and said to me over the years and understand the depth of his evilness. Its overwhelming me. The callousness and spite and lack of human-ness has really got me sick. I feel physically ill today like I might vomit at any given moment. I burst into deep sobs at random intervals. How can this be the same person who I married? How can he be so cold and so disgustingly evil and uncaring? I've seen him handle the garbage better than he's been treating me.
I think I am thinking and feeling way too much. How do you stop this? Make it stop! I feel so disgusting for having cared for this man at all.
I know HE is the one with the serious deep seeded problem but how do I forgive myself for being so- human I guess. For believing in the (nonexistant) good in him?
How do I continue on living feeling like this?
How can I function?
I really relate. I thought I
Sweetie
I know how you feel!!!
Gratefuljen
Swan
Awww,
Oh God Ruby