I'm feeling quite pathetic, at the moment.
I'm feeling quite pathetic, at the moment.
My Narc ex very recently dumped me in the cruelest way imaginable and I've heard nothing from him since. The sad thing is, I'm so emotionally screwed up that I find myself actually envying those of you who are being Narc-attacked by your exes, even though I *know* that my ex is a toxic, evil man incapable of love, empathy, or remorse.
In my confused thinking, if he pestered me it would mean that he "misses" me. Intellectually I understand that that's delusional thinking on my part; I'm know I'm lucky to be left alone, and that if he were to come back it would only be to feed on me. But my heart still craves some kind of contact, even if it's painful. Right now I'd take ANYTHING besides this total abandonment and indifference.
I'm assuming this is a normal reaction to the trauma he inflicted (please tell me it is!). But damn, does is hurt.
Dulcinea..so glad I saw this thread tonite
You're not thread hogging!
It's completely normal. It
The psychological pain from
Your worst fears
I'm so sorry to hear that.
Your worst fears
I agree with this 100%
rejecting them doesn't help
rejecting them
Rose and All About Her
Abandoning ourselves
The "pleasure" of rejection
Public D&D
Triangulation
You are not pathetic. It is
Thank you. It's a relief to
Thinking in circles
It's starting to sink in just
Dignity, Self Preservation and Empowerment in NC
Thank you for that, Striving.
Dulcinea...me too
Aceonelady
Hugs to you, too. xoxo
It IS normal
Man, right now I'm too
You do not want him to
I know in time I'll be
Who knows is right...
The silent treatment
It's amazing how I can read