6 months NC
6 months NC
So today it has been 6 months since I ended the toxic relationship and went NC.
There are no words which would describe the way I felt back then. But I am sure, unfortunately, you all know what I mean. Nothing in the world could distract me from the terrible pain, the CD, the anxiety, the sadness, the unbearable emptiness. I was not suicidal, but was thinking “how wonderful it is when you just don’t feel anything, anything at all”
Today I have to quote Mark Twain saying that “the reports of my death have been greatly exaggerated” My interest in life is back, my mood has increased, I enjoy simple activities, I smile to people, I invent my holydays and weekends. I love my life!
There are still few glitches here and there. He still pops up in my mind from time to time, but I am not consumed with these thoughts anymore and, even when they come, there is no more emotional charge associated to them.
I consider that this place played a huge role in my healing.
So, I want to thank Liza, the wonderful Mods which all have the big hearts and the rare competency as well as each and everyone on this forum for helping on my path to recovery.
Love
Winter
Winter Congrats! 6 months
Way to go on 6 months NC.
Winter!
:)
Oh my gosh...........
Layla, I really identify my self with him...lol
Zipadeedoodah to you too
Winter, 6 months, that's
Nan
You are a Warrior Winter!
Winter
Lovely to read!
Congratulations on 6 Months NC Winter!!!
Winter, that is great news!
Winter, you are an awesome
spinning
winter