Dead Inside
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Apr 30 - 10AM
Dead Inside
Normally, without a psychopath in my life, I am deeply touched by beauty. Art, music, and nature move me. The sight of a hummingbird would fill me with joy.
But while in the relationship with the psychopath and for several weeks after, nothing. I was empty inside, depressed all the time, crying. I didn't care.
I wonder if he stole my inner beauty and I got his emptiness and void.
Thanks to all of you, it's coming back. Neverlookback made me laugh more than I have in a year. I've missed all of this so much.
Seems my life with him was constant trauma and drama.
Who do we become with them?
Lily
You will get yourself back now that he is gone!
lilygirl
I had a hummingbird that used
btrflygrl
"Who do we become with them?"
Lily
Hi Lilygirl, We're still the
Chris
lilygirl
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