All it took was being in "the neighborhood"...
All it took was being in "the neighborhood"...
to set me off. I swear. I can't believe the waves of emotion. We had a big family birthday party at my brother's house. And no kidding, the turn to the right takes me in to my brothers subdivision, a turn to the left and I am on Narc Road.
I had a flash... I'm going to drive by and see who's cars are there. I know what OW car looks like now. I'm going to drive by....
Send the text with my grand plan... text returned... uh... that counts as contact...contact=pain... AND you will have to start counting NC all over.
well...OK... I'm german and irish. We are stubborn mother fuckers.... and I'm not giving up my 25 days....
so I go to the party and I do good. I leave the party, and here we go... stupid thoughts.. nothing even tangible. just weird headgames....
I am just pissed. Pissed of my perception that he is all hunky dorey with this while I struggle. ...
I ate too much at the party and I'm tired because last night I struggled with sleep for no real apparent reason. Just struggled. So those were the triggers....
frustrating.. to say the least...
round3
OUTSTANDING that you did not
Texting RULES
I am going to a festival at a
dawny
Irish women are headstrong
25 days is A LOT to be proud