my behavior when with him
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May 4 - 11PM
my behavior when with him
When first with the N I was, for the most part, a kind, happy person. Kind, and wanting a healthy and fun environment for his 6 year child that N had every weekend. As the years went on, and the confusion, unkindness, unfairness deepened I found myself sinking into depression and anger and at times a rage that frightens me to think of now. I never once showed raged or yelled in front of the little boy, but I my fun, kind spirit was seen less often. I found myself resenting a child for his father's behavior I see now. My lack of honesty with myself distorted my overall behavior.
Did anyone else find themselves saying vile things in order to hurt the N the way he/she had hurt you?
making me snap.............
Feeding off of stress and anger
Reactive Abuse
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"Soldier, don't confuse your rank with MY authority!"
seroquel
behavior
Self-Preservation, Self-Defense...and reactive abuse
I love your response, and feel the same way.
Being serene
I read somewhere that when
where did you read that?!?!?!?!
I read it on the internet,
never do that
Yikes! Thanks, Babara. No
Friends said the same thing
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"Always good at arguments, I
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Have you come back?
spinning
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reactive abuse......
pounding you down
Oh boy, don't get me
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Thanks, Barbara. In my last
Thriving on reactive abuse
Name Calling
"You want me to be angry"