scary experience
scary experience
I had a scary experience this past weekend. I did see the N and finally admitted to him after his asking if I could swim. I have been on the water with him every weekend for the past 2 years and he had never seen me swim. I finally told him that I almost drowned when I was small and I'm terrified of deep water now. I had put this off because of almost a fear of him drowning me. It's crazy because he's never hurt anyone but I see an evil in him that is scary.
So the rest of the weekend he made comments like... If I push you in that's a sure way for you to learn. He also shoved me on the dock and I luckily regained my balance before I fell in. He said he was just kidding and he would be my savior if I fell in. He made fun of me for being afraid and he made even more fun of me because I wouldn't let him try to teach me in front of all our friends at the dock. I had no intention of him showing me and he got really pissed and I fought back and told him to f-ck off! My fear of deep water is big and he has belittled once again. I don't care though. I know everyone has different fears of different things and it's okay. Doesn't make you inferior as he so wants to make me feel. So now I have confessed my biggest fear to him and worry he will push me in deep water. I guess my questions to all of you is..have you seen this side of the N before where you know they haven't killed anyone but there's something that prevents you from sharing your fears? I was even afraid to tell him I didn't like horror movies. Silly I know but I pictured him scraping his finger nails on my back window or something.
Fear of Water
I think him belittling your
It DOES escalate
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Thanks for this note
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I'm sorry you're not feeling
I remember once when we were
Thank you my friends! I
So you share an insecurity
Mine did it too.....
That sounds sadistic
Whoa, that's awful!
Taking advantage of insecurities
susan, now that i read your
Time to exploit their weaknesses?
Scary Stuff
Killed scuba diving
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Yes! They are a bunch of
only one way to go...Forward (tm?)
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Thanks wholeagain! There was
This guy is an insecure