Addicted to Sex
Addicted to Sex
I have a question? I think that I am addicted to sex.. Seriously. This is going to get graphic..
The sex with the N was amazing. It was marathon sex and I would orgasm multiple times. Like as many as 20 times a night... I would have sore puppy muscles the whole next day...I just can't get past how much he satisfied me. Let me clarify that this was in the very beginning of our relationship... It was because he could not ejaculate....After about four months, it got degrading.. He wanted anal sex and threesomes. Right before the D&D, he was a dead f&*k, I mean it was all about him. He wanted me to do him orally, but he wanted nothing to do with satisfying me. He would just lay there and watch tv....This hurt my feeling tremiously... One of the reasons, I have been able to stay NC...
Here's the sad thing about this whole mess... I have a wonderful husband who has stood by me thru this mess. He is my best friend. But, we had not been sexual prior to the N for like 7 years. He all of a sudden after finding out about the N, wants to have sex with me.. It just feels weird to have sex with your best friend... I must admit when I do, I pretend that he's the N.. And, this part breaks my heart... And, also my husband is a two minute man... I get nothing out of it and I am left feeling even more empty and sad... I don't know what to do at this point...
I hope I can have the guts to talk to my therapist about this tomorrow... My N has really screwed my head up that's for sure...
Wow, excellent discussion and topic
Yeah Goldie right on and as
Goldie
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Used
dabussard
Used
JANINE
This is the toughest part
Puzzle
addicted to sex
Sex was pornographic but it was addictive
the marathon sex, mine was
This is actually a facinating topic
Reponse to Goldie
it was sensual and deep...this is the contradiction I don't get
Goldie, very interesting
fascinating, Sparrow i agree
Marrissa
Amazing Sex
Your description of your
I question whether my N was
I heard from a narc proxy
Kitten
Me too ;o(
We were both the best to our N's!
Mind-blowing sex
Janine
Goldie...glad you posted this as I've wondered the same thing
outstanding discussion...
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