I had suscribed to an email notification of all the new posts in a blog I am following.
Today I checked. There were new posts-I never got the notifications.
I have learned now. These are THE signs.....He is again in my email.
Again. For the third time. For the ones of you who know my story....the third time.
But I do not want to become paranoid because of him. Even if he closes everything once again. Even if he blocks again my email account and my facebook account. I will not allow him to steal me again anything.
And now I leave you with the excerpts from the blog I was talking about. Read these words and learn them.
I'll close with this quote from Atlas Shrugged. Supposedly it is bad form to quote from Atlas Shrugged on blogs because Ayn Rand can't say anything that doesn't require reams of pages for context, but I think this quote does stand on its own because of what we understand here about the nature of evil:
The last of my words will be addressed to those heroes who might still be hidden in the world, those who are held prisoner, not by their evasions, but by their virtues and their desperate courage. My brothers in spirit, check on your virtues and on the nature of the enemies you're serving. Your destroyers hold you by means of your endurance, your generosity, your innocence, your love --the endurance that carries their burdens-- the generosity that responds to their cries of despair--the innocence that is unable to conceive of their evil and gives them the benefit of every doubt, refusing to condemn them without understanding and incapable of understanding such motives as theirs...life is the object of their hatred. Leave them to the death they worship...don't exhaust the greatness of your soul on achieving the triumph of the evil of theirs...
...to win requires your total dedication and a total break with the world of your past, with the doctrine that man is a sacrificial animal who exists for the pleasure of others. Fight for the value of your person...
(from Narcissists suck by Anna Valerious)